Hugs and Christmas

Day 37: 24th May, 2019

I had another visitation last night that Zach was hugging me for a long time and wouldn’t let go. When I woke up I knew it had happened as it was so vivid. The feeling of utter comfort and pure love and joy I had, I can’t explain. Later on today, I was sitting on his bed and I was talking to Zach about Christmas. I told him it was going to be too difficult for us so we wouldn’t decorate or get a tree this year. He is using his phone charger and Xbox to communicate. His Xbox is on top of his wardrobe in his bedroom. They both have lights and light up. When Zach wants us to know something, he seems to use them and turn the lights on. Every time I mentioned not decorating or doing Christmas, they turned on! It used to be our most favourite time of the year and I would start decorating about five or six weeks prior. Our family tradition was we always went to Delamere forest to get a tree every year. I just don’t know if we can manage it this year. I know Zach clearly wants us to, but we will just have to see.